I don't normally watch TV during the day, but this week for some reason I have. Anyway, everytime I tune in there is a commercial for the new Baskin Robins Resses' Peanutbutter shakes. Oh, just kill me now! Peanutbutter and chocolate has got to be my favorte combination of all time. I almost gave in and went to BR yesterday and had one. I didn't I knew that would have ruined my day.
And this brings me to my feelings of food in general. Right now I am parinoid by food. I've stared to see food as the enemy. Not so much that I don't eat but I am so afraid of my love of food, I've started to treat food like a bad thing because I don't trust myself with it. I'm not sure if this is a bad thing or not.
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My weakness is peanut butter cup blast from Sonic. The other day I was feeling sad and physically in pain, so I decided I needed one. I ate it and regretted it -- it didn't make me feel any better emotionally (surprise...), it actually made me feel sick to my stomach, and I put something bad in my body...BIG MISTAKE!
As for thinking of food as bad, I'm not sure that's any more healthy than thinking of food the way I do (seeking comfort from it). Food is not bad -- we need it to live. So there must be some middle ground where food is not charged w/ any emotion--good or bad.
I understand about feeling crappy after eating something from Sonic. I totally can't even eat there anymore....at all. I used to be a Sonic Tater Tot addict.
Ya, I know thinking of food as bad, is bad. That's why we have eating disorders. But, sometimes, I look around at things and I get parinoid about my food choices. As I go down in weight, I get less points--so I have less to eat. It's tricky finding the balance between eating what I need to eat, what I want to eat and making the most out of my food choices.
Anyway....
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