I am the the Captian of my Destiny

I really need to get serious.

Two weeks ago when I injured my knee, I also injured my resolve. I feel like I am having the hardest time getting back into the swing of things--and it frustrates me! I am so very close to my goal, I know in two more months I will be at my goal weight, but sometimes I feel that getting there is so very hard.

I think what also frustrates me is reaction I get from people. I've been told alot lately how good I look and so on. But then the person telling me this will look at me a bit whistfully, and I can see the sentence running thru their head and regetering in the eyes, "it's not fair!" Well let me just say, that I have worked really hard. I've changed my lifestyle.

It is very tiresome to count every thing that goes into my mouth. I would much rather stay home and watch the Price is Right rather that go out and walk and strength train every day. No one makes you put that pat of butter on your bread. I guess too, I realize that my transformation has been because I wanted it to happen. I've made it work, I was the one who decided to do this. I took control of my life, my body and what I was doing with it. I wish my friends would and could realize that they are the masters of their destinies. They just have to choose to do it.

Back to me, I've got to focus more on what I am putting into my mouth. Now that there are no more 3 day weekends for a while, I need to buckle down and really do my WW plan, every day, all day!

So this week I resolve to not go over my food points, and I resolve not to kill myself excercising, so that I'm not benched agian. I am the captian of my soul, the ruler of my destiny. If this is going to happen, it's because I'm making it happen!